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[11 May 2005|11:19am] |
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
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[16 Apr 2005|04:19pm] |
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Hey there! I know I haven't updated in a few months, so I thought I would since I have some spare time. Lots has happened since January. Well, not really. I quit my job at Sears last week because she was giving me too many hours and 7 hrs each day TUES. WED. THURS. aka NO study time cause I was exhausted by the time I got off since I wake up at 730 and go to class til 1ish. So now I work for my dad which is a lot less stress and I can "work" when I don't have to study or something. School is almost over though which is good because I am totally ready for Summer, being lazy, laying out and GOING ON VACATION. Michael and I are going to Florida. I used to live there so I know about St. Augustine (which is the oldest city in america) I don't know if many people know about it, but I used to visit there on field trips and stuff when I lived in FL. So I decided since Michael B. and I are history dorks...that we should go there...then...we're going to go to Orlando, to see Disney World. Michael has never been there either so I thought, how cute would that be :) So I can't wait til July. We are going to be there when there are huge fireworks shows n such! *excitement* In other news, I have been accepted to etsu (not a surprise, but it was fun to get the "Offical Letter of Acceptance") so Mandy and I will be heading there this fall. As of now I am hoping to major in Child and Family studies. The reason I would like to do that is to help the educational crisis around the country. Since the government doesn't seem to give a shit about education which is the future...not to be corny but the children ARE our future I mean the adults alive now DON'T live forever. money needs to be spent on education where kids ACTUALLY learn something instead of just passing them, to get them out of the way. Education seems to be the last thing on the list for politician and money is spent, but not enough its spend on other bullshit...sorry. So my goal will not be a teacher, but to show awareness for educational funding. I mean it's common sense, oh gosh it makes me so mad, don't get me started!!! Anyways, that's all for now I'm gonna study some bio 2 lab slides so I can go over to Michael's and fly our kite :) I LOVE U MICHAEL B! *MWAH* anne marie~*
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[03 Jan 2005|07:49pm] |
She Wants to Move by N.E.R.D. |
"Her off beat dance makes me fantasize
(Her curves) She's sexy!!
Her ass is a spaceship I want to ride
(Her ass) She's sexy!!"
In 2004 you got your groove on - and had the best time ever.
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| "I love this crazy, tragic, sometimes almost magic, awful, beautiful life..." |
[30 Dec 2004|01:16pm] |
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Well another year has almost come and gone. It flew by. Seems like the older you get the faster things go by. Another semester at Wally high has passed and I was kind of mad about my grades: Sociology-A, Speech-A, Biology Lab-B, Intro to Business-B, Biology Lecture-C (2 pts away from a B!!!!) maybe if I hadnt missed that one day when I had a hangover I could have made a B. Oh well, I guess I'm happy. Next semester will be my last at Walters State AND probably my hardest cause I'm taking 16 hours for the first time. I try to stray away from that many (which isn't a lot for a lot of ppl) but I have to work to pay my cell phone bill, cc bill, and other random things so I have to work. I can't just study an hour to get the grades I get like all my friends...I have to actually take a few hours and study for some things. Hopefully next fall I will be at ETSU w/ Mandy and possibly Jennifer if she does good this semester. Um...what else is new?? I got to keep my job at Sears because I didn't just stand around when there weren't any customers, I was always folding or straightening stuff so that made me really happy! :) I was all giddy when Mary came and told me. She's a really good boss..always laughing and realizes that WE have lives. I have no plans for New Years Eve as of now other than going to breakfast with Michael and then we might go spend our gift certificates we got for Christmas. He's gotta be at work at 6 am on Saturday so we can't really go to Knoxville like we were gonna do. Christmas was pretty good, Mandy got me this green sweater and eye shadow to match which I LOVE!!! Roger got me the season one of Will and Grace DVD's which I NEEEEDED :) Michael got me Very Sexy for Her 2 body wash, and Shimmer lotion, along with a gift certificate to The Limited (my new favorite store) he really did good....surprised me, showed that when he actually cares cause he THOUGHT about it! :) and his parents surprised me with a big bag of goodies... got me a lamp for my room in the new house, a calendar, a nail dryer, 2 candles, and a black and white picture of me and michael from Christmas. :) They are the sweetest people EVER!! Oh man. Anyways, for now I'm gonna go watch my soaps, cause I'm an old lady hehe! Then get ready for work 430-9! mwah! anne marie~*
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[14 Dec 2004|12:20pm] |
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Well I have a free second from studying because I just found out I don't have to go into work until 415 instead of 2 which is GREAT, cause I need more time to study for freakin' speech. By the way, yes I got a new job no more Ingles. This wasn't my intentions. I planned on not having a job till finals were over..but Jordy was like "apply at sears" so I did for the heck of it, they called me and I was like hmm...okay?! They actually understand that I have a life and need time to study so it's been beneficial. The only reason(s) I quit Ingles was, they took advantage of me by "giving" me a job as a book keeper, now you may call me silly but I'm sorry I never asked for the job, they basically told me I was gonna do it which shows bad management in my opinion, and after I proceeded to tell them politely thank you but no thank-you and they made me continue to do it. Which made me EXTREMELY pissed off! That really motivated me to quit. The other reason was the lazy ass boys that worked there, we had a good bunch there for a while but then he started hiring some DAD GUM lazy ones...so I was just sick of it all and got the heck outta there. I do miss a few people that work there though, Brent, Jordan(s), Kaila, Meagan, Samantha, and Alex. But life goes on I suppose...so this past two weeks have been crammed with tests, so I've had no socializing at all, not even much of Michael. I took 2 finals yesterday one I made an A on and the other did extremely bad on, Biology...100 questions, I'd have to say one of the hardest I've ever taken. It will for sure bring me down to a C in there :( Well I will be happy when it's Thursday but until then I'm gonna be somewhat stressed. That's all for now, I will update more often I promise. anne marie~*
*next week Malia and Lu....kay!?
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[06 Nov 2004|12:25pm] |
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Well hey everyone! It's a Saturday morning, and I'm bored before I have to go to work 5-12 so I thought I would update. I guess things are going alright now...one thing that REALLLLLY pisses me off is having tests! I know you have to have them but the thing that pisses me off is mine always come in 4'S I can't have just one or two in a week spaced out they are all in the same damn week!! My brain just feels like it can not retain anymore information when I have that many tests! Shew! Alright I'm done with that. What else is new? Um...I quit bookkeeping for the second time and they took a freakin clue this time thank God!! I didn't wanna be doing it the whole time, told them that, but they made me... I thought they might notice I didn't wanna by my attitude but they are idiots. Michael and I are doing great, here lately we've been dorks though, having tetris tournaments on the computer cause we discovered it was both of our favorite video games when we were small children :) Last night we ate at Macaroni Grill then watched a movie called Midnight Express, it was a true story and very scary (bloody) He's the best thing EVER!! I don't know what I would do without him sometimes, he makes me oh so happy, I love the boy (milky) hehe!!! Anyways, I guess that's all for now, I never update cause I really don't ever do anything but study, work and hang out w/ Michael...Mandy's always busy (well most of the time)....Jenn is having problems (right now)....and LUCIE AND MALIA...never call me...anymore...where's that phone call :( I MISS YOU GUYS!!! anne marie~*
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[14 Sep 2004|09:20am] |
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Well...I thought I might update cause I needed to vent for 1/2 of a second. Has anyone been so stressed and felt so nervous that you can feel it in your chest and it's like about to expode? Call me silly...I don't care, but I'm sorta freaking out about school. Whenever I have an important test I always have to work till 11:00? How the hell am I supposed to study...I know you are supposed to study before hand and all which I've done somewhat, but damn when you gotta memorize a whole bunch of shit how are you supposed to review the night before when you get off work at 11:00!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANYWAYS I don't know what's going on with Michael and I either, that's not really stressing me out, but we did get into a fight about how (in a YEAR...if i GET to go...) I might be going to UT next year, he thinks that I'm gonna go insane and party or something. First of all, I did a lot of that in high school I got a lot of that out. The boy doesn't know how much I care for him he thinks if I see a guy and I'm drunk something will happen. I wish I could get in his head and rearrange some things! He has nothing to worry about, but he believes in thinking way ahead of time or way in the past. I don' think he has it in him to think about the HERE AND NOW.. I'm not gonna lie, I will wanna party sometime but the thing I'm scared of the most is failure...my mom doesn't want me going to UT for some reason. I think she believes I can't do it. So basically I wanna prove her wrong. My dad tells me to do what I want...and my brother tells me I should move out cause my mom is a negative influence on me when it comes to UT. Well....I'm trying!! I can't deal with living at home much longer...and the funny thing is they always wonder why I'm up in my room all the time!?!?! Cause they drive me crazy! They are talking about the new house being done around December or January so hopefully I will get to live in it for a few months and then head up to k-town but who knows!!! Well I'm gonna go get ready for class and study some before I go to work at 5 :( mwah! anne marie~*
*GO SEE GARDEN STATE*
Drink up baby down
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
'Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me too busy you're writing a tragedy
These mess-ups
You bubble-wrap
When you've no idea what you're like
So, let go,let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, l-let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
It gains the more it gives
And then it rises with the fall
So hand me that remote
Can't you see that all that stuff's a slideshow?
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later
Now you can't wait
You roll your eyes
We've twenty seconds to comply
So, let go, so let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
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| So it continues.... |
[04 Sep 2004|11:35am] |
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Well I'm somewhat bored so I decided I would update...for real. So school started this week, it's alright I think I'm gonna have to read a whole hell of a lot more than I did last year which is gonna suck, and study. My bio lab is gonna kick my ass I have no clue what's going on in there, luckily one girl in my group does. Speech is gonna make me a nervous wreck cause everyone knows I have anxiety and I get nervous about EVERYTHING believe it or not...so speech will be the death of me! Mandy and I can hardly wait to do our speeches in there! In any other class there wouldn't be. Another GREAT thing to add to this week would be Michael...well he decides that he has no romantic feelings towards me that he can't potentially love me. I was fine with that in a way, as much as I could be which is not very much.it just makes me wonder what, if anything he said to me was true, what his intentions were? why he did some of the things he did? It seems as though I can't find a good guy that WANTS to be with me longer than 5 months. I was fine with the whole break up until he decided to tell me that "I am attached it will take me a while to get over you..I will miss you and hanging out with you" then I just cried. Why are you gonna go and tell someone that and expect no reaction I mean HELLO i'm a girl! He even told me "you are nice, smart, and beautiful, you're such a good girl" we are sensitive about things like this of course I'm gonna cry!!!!!!! Maybe if he had put 100% into it like I had something better would have come of this but when "i didnt put my whole heart into it...maybe I'm not ready for an emotional relationship right now maybe i'm making a big mistake " You have to try a little if you want love...it will come somewhat by itself but when you show you care and everything that DOES help. what the heck do you expect? ya know? I cried, I told myself I wouldn't but I did. I cared about him more than any guy before I put up with so much shit...I did everything for him...I didn't bitch when things didn't go the way I wanted, I just went with it cause I thought about his feelings more than my own. Maybe that was my problem...who knows...I guess I'm missing a trait involving relationships cause I have no clue what I do wrong it seems all perfect and then all of a sudden *BAM* it blows up in my face. Oh well I guess everything happens for a reason, some things are just harder to understand why than others. Now don't get me wrong I don't dislike the boy...I still care about him, he didn't do anything like any previous boy to intentionally hurt me, to make me dislike him... maybe he just wasn't ready for what I was...we were on different wave lengths or something? Maybe this happened for a reason? Maybe when he's ready to give 100% something great could happen...maybe love or something but you can't go into a relationship not putting your heart into it and expecting love to happen yeah something will happen but you gotta be romantic you gotta at least put your own feelings behind and consider the others more every once in a while Here's a good set of lyrics I think from Maroon 5
" It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want"
..but ya never know maybe he just needs time.maybe we will just be really good friends... Time will tell. That's all for now....:( anne marie~*
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[03 Aug 2004|02:25pm] |
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[13 Jun 2004|10:00pm] |
| kurlyeeann's LJ stalker is ashmunki! | | ashmunki is stalking you because a little birdie told them you talked behind their back. They are also prank calling you regularly! |
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[28 May 2004|11:04am] |
You're My Little Pony!! Sweet and innocent and
happy, you make people want to spew burrito
chunks. Even a Care Bear could kick your ass.
What childhood toy from the 80s are you?
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Hey guys! It's summertime (well has been for a month for me now)...so that means workin',laying out in the sun, and going to the beach! If ya wanna hang out just give me a holler on aim or here ;) that was soooo redneck, what can I say ;) *mwah*
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[04 Dec 2003|11:49am] |
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Dang, I haven't updated since Feb. I just take a bunch of quizzes. So, I now go to Walters State, it's alright, not as BAD as I thought it would be. I miss seeing friends and socializing as much as I used to though. Finals are coming up next week the only ones that are giving me anxiety are Western Civ. and Comp 1. If I read my western civ. like I should be doing RIGHT now, I think I'll do fine, but Comp 1, shewww my teacher is so not specific about ANYTHING. I know in college they are not supposed to "spoon feed" you, and I understand that....but when she tells you you only have 2 days to write your final paper IN CLASS, and then says on the day she makes it due "oh yeah, you didnt need a rough draft" when every other paper you've ever written you needed one...well I guess I could have asked, but that still pissed me and the whole class off, but oh well! I really miss soccer, I do pilates to give me some "exercise" but it's just not the same as starting some shit w/ a chick who thinks she can kick my ass or trippin some chick who talks shit about the COUCH CREW! (malia, peach, and LU)Well..what else is new..I was dating Nathan again, but we aren't together anymore....I don't know what's going on with that I'm way confused, hopefully we can hang over Christmas break :(. I still work at Ingles haha, cause I'm cool like that. Mandy and I are still good friends of course cause we both go to wally...and i miss JENNI GREENE tons, but I go and visit her @ her apt. in Jeff City on COLD days, and she shows me houses! ha! That's all for now, I'm gonna go read! mwah! anne marie~*
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[12 Aug 2003|01:59am] |
hilarious: you are as funny as the cheekiest guys
in class and know everything thats happening on
TV and all the hot places to chill. you aren't
a typical bubblegum princess, you pride
yourself on your musical picks and your
attitude. sometimes you get carried away and
often get scolded for that, but otherwise if
people want to have fun then you're the person
they'll come to! you can be as girlie as
britney when you're in the mood and as hard
assed as pink when you want. your mates love
you for being so; fun, interesting and
unpredictable, you go girl!
what kind of girl are you?
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[12 Aug 2003|12:50am] |
Everyone remembers the 'faked-orgasm-in-a-deli'
sequence from your kind of movie When Harry Met
Sally. It seems that you're falling for a buddy
or have already fallen for them. Uh-oh. You're
probably caught between the possibility of
having a great relationship and wrecking the
one you have now. You know what they say, it's
better to regret something you did than
something you didn't do.
What Romance Movie Best Represents Your Love Life?
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